I hate that people can google me. I hate that they sometime mix me up with other Matthew Wheelers. It is bad enough to have to defend myself much less having to defend another Matthew Wheeler's mistakes. And let me tell you we have made some out there. Some of us are doing time in NY, some of us are doing time in New Jersey...I am not sure which is worse.
There was a Matthew Wheeler that got killed in an Law and Order episode and let me tell you how many times I had to reassure people I was still alive. There is a Matt Wheeler that has a SAG card and has been on Punked. I am not him although sometimes I feel like life is a punked episode. I am the cool, good looking matt wheeler. I have some charm, a few naked pic out there somewhere, and despite reports I have never worked for a porn phone line. I have a large gay following, and what I am sure is a large hot girl following. If I had a dollar for every time I had a hot girl send me naked pics I would have money for Starbucks.
Anyway my point is I hate this lack of privacy. I understand that there are some good things that come from it but really do I want my new girlfriends mom to be able to read everything about me before I even get to score with her daughter? I know we are more narcissistic then previous generations, but I will never be on MS-NBC or CNN even when they ask. (Which they have) I am open on this blog but otherwise private to the extreme. Why do we all want to be on tv? It is not a measure of who we are so what really is the point?
I remember when a good friend of mine was murdered and we were having a candle light vigil. A news group came up to me and stuck their camera in my face and asked me how I felt. I could not believe that someone could be so in-human with tears falling down my face, and I told them to move on that we where there to cry. I don't get people that talk to the news when their five kids just got murdered by their husband. They have the ability to go on tv...what the fuck?
Where does all this lead? To hell if you ask me....have a sex tape, put something on UTube, be an ass hole that calls the runner up to a stupid beauty contest the C word so you can get face time on tv. Be a former Governor to a state and go on a reality show, have not pride, not character.
This is why I do not have kids. People make me sick, and I really don't like most of you.
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